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Palette knife cat

Story and Painting by Lehan Winifred Ramsay

George is disappointed again. The big black dog has caught him and put his jaws around his neck and shaken him, and George is lying on the ground waiting for him to stop. Some pieces of black fur have been caught up by the wind and are flying away. George has unblinking eyes and a limp body. He is not injured, just a tiny bit, but he is very disappointed. I have never seen a cat express such disappointment as George.

He wasn’t much bigger than George when he arrived, this dog. Now he is ten times bigger. George started the play but now it hurts him and the dog doesn’t understand that. The dog likes George. He thinks that’s what you do with cats you like. George likes the dog. That’s not why he lies there though.

When the dogs eat their breakfast George goes to the back door and prepares for the walk. He watches out the window and considers which direction we will be walking in. If he is confident he goes to the left or the right and waits there. He is not always right. George wanders along with us, sometimes ahead and sometimes behind and if a car comes he lingers in their path so they have to stop, and when he is happy with the way things have gone he moves to the side of the road. Every day during the walk I scold him, and every day after the walk I thank him for being still alive.

I made my first painting with a palette knife. It is not a picture of George. Actually I think it is a picture of me. It looks much more like me than it does a cat. Hunched up, claws out, frowning in concentration.

I really don’t want George to look disappointed. I don’t want his neck to be broken by the dog, or for him to die under a car. But it’s not my ability to change what might happen. All I can do is remember to look into George’s unblinking eyes every day and say thankyou.