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Catch the Bird, Catch the Bird

Story and Painting by Lehan Winifred Ramsay

Things break down. They break down badly. And whether it’s a small problem or a huge one, that breakdown devastates basic functions. Every small thing becomes impossible. Not just impossible, but each separate function clumps together with all the other functions forming a large unmoveable obstacle.

At first things are a dark hole. When it’s possible to think, the thought is: help me!
Help me help me help me.Β  And you wait for that, you wait for something outside of yourself to come and put things right. And it doesn’t happen. Anger, frustration, despair. That’s disaster.Β  And then something else clicks in. A straining to recover.

A tiny bird, a tiny hope. Almost impossible to view with the naked eye. The bird ruffles its feathers and catches your eye. It moves, it darts from one place to another. That’s hope. Catch the bird. Catch the bird.